If Not Now, Then When?
Posted June 17, 2021 by Prairie Wife -
If not now, then when?
It’s a question that I began to ask myself several years ago when it became apparent that I wasn’t getting any younger.
Yes, I am fully aware that 39 is not “old” but let’s get real…it’s also no longer “young”.
I can’t stay up for three days and after one day of recovery sleep be back to normal.
I have to be conscious of what I eat…too many days in a row of sweets or greasy drive-through food definitely have repercussions.
And my “favorite”…the lines on my face from my pillowcase at night, they sometimes take more than an hour to disappear.
In the last 5 years, I have faced my own mortality more than most.
From learning about my high breast cancer risk to being told I may have Cancer not once, not twice, but three times…
Hearing that kind of news, and dealing with the waiting, well…it changes you.
Or, I guess I should say, it changed me.
I didn’t start living life carelessly with a YOLO kind of attitude.
I wasn’t jumping off of cliffs or rushing to “fit it all in before it was too late”.
I also, wasn’t curled up in a ball of fear, worrying about who would take care of my kids and The Cowboy…though I’d be lying if I didn’t say I had my moments.
Instead, I had a shift in my thought process, and a certain willingness to try and fail.
My mantra became “If not now, then when?”
Because it became clear to me that maybe if I didn’t start working on some of my “somedays” I might not ever get a chance.
Honestly, the life I’ve created after I embraced this attitude is the stuff of dreams.
This blog has grown in ways I could have never predicted, and I now have a radio show that allows me to spread my message of grit and grace in a brand new way.
I’ve had the opportunity to help local charities raise money that will create positive change in our community, and I travel around the state speaking with amazing people helping them to create the life they want.
I’ve met amazing people that have inspired me to do better, and be better.
And by the way, there are things I’ve tried and failed too, but each one has taught me a lesson that has helped me to succeed at something else!
Stop and think for a moment…
How could your life change if you adopt “If not now, then when?” as your new mantra?